Freewrite

Elton John - Don't Go Breaking My Heart, Death Cab For Cutie - Soul Meets Body, DJ Rankin - Stuck On You



here I am agian at my computer. I thought too much on the reason why I am here. here is at my parents home in sacramento. I could be here because of givin curcumstances that are not that unresonable. Fuck it. I say I too much and not enough you. You are the reason why. The reason I cant come up with. Today on the commuter train I saw to faggots sitting with thier legs crossed - that of a women would hold her self sitting on the train. I am not offended by gays, I just dont understande them, nor should I have to. Going downtown is such a drag. Too many people that dont give a fuck about life or the things the should give a fuck about. I watched too much televison in my younger years, I feel it destoried me in so many ways. So, heres to the tv exs that made me education such a worthy one. Friends that once held me to my word are now gone. Its as if they disapeared into the black hole we call society. I felt so much pain then and now I dont care either way. I wanted to work but I left that to the people that make thier life a living hell. Hell, where the fuck is it? I figure its in the bowles of the earth. Fire and much screeming adorns the walls of hell. how did I get on the subject of hell? Greyhound stations are abountiful in california, although they always seem to be in the shittiest places, barestow, bakersfield, fresno, and kettlemen city. Kettlemen city? Where is that you might ask, its inbetween hell and hell. Ok that was unfair, not all california is hell. Just LA. Ha, that was a luaugh when not expected. I want to further my truth in finding whatever it is that I need. I need drugs, and not the type that makes me think that I am a fucking whako... I feel that way sober. Soberity is a wounderful thing, thats why I want to be drunk right now. I dont have anything to drink nor do I have money to purchase anything. Its a good thing I dont have money, becasue I would be plastered right now. So I guess thats what I should do, get a job like everyother fucking ass hole in america and get wasted everynight. I may come in hungover but thats life and also what asprin is for. Asprin, I am sure was created to cure hangovers. Some dumb fuck came into biology class and siad I want to feel better after last night(last night was a huge party at the Alpa Kia Kia house, those women were so loose, even a nered as myself could get laid with little ease.) and siad that need to make something to cure this. And from then, asprin was born. Tonight I give praise to that guy, who ever the fuck you were. it may for all...