Monday, December 12, 2005
10 min 40 sec
Ringside - Tired Of Being Sorry, Fall Out Boy - Dance Dance, Muse - Falling Away With You
Too much to decide when you are hung over. Here is to the one that left me for nobody but lonelness. I can't stand to think about that when I feel nothing for her. I feel nothing. God, when is the right time for me? When will I ever be happy. Happy. That is afunny word. I cant remember the last time I was happy. Running thought the fields of tired grass. Tired myself I run no more. There is a lost man in the field. He tells me he seeks refuge from the sorows of his once great life. I ask him why ws his life great? His strong reply made me dumbfounded... He said that he found his love and then he left her. That was the end of that and I continued to run past him in fear that I will be trapped just like him. I ran into another person, and younger lady, maybe 20 years old. She said nothing to me and I walked past in disgust of the oder emiting from here area. I run to see more. I run past a store that looks like its from another era. I look in side and see a old rocking chair. Nobody sitting. well, thats the last thing I remember. As if i awoke to see nothing but my own reflection. Here is to the people that cant recall thier past, and here from now on I see. Just wanting is not enough, gathering the clues can only calm the creatures that call your name. I was reckless, I was the only one calling her name. She cant hear me, she doesnt want to hear me. I just want her to see me, see me cry no more, see me living the life i have. I am bound by nothing more then the landscape that has been embeded in my mind. I chase dreams that are on my mind, chasing but never capturing. I am a captive of my own prison. I see no bars but they are there. They call my name and laugh at me everyday. ha, I say without thinking. ha they retort back to me. feel this, its a cut I made last week, not on purpose you fucking moron. I hate that, when all else is nothing but a fly soon to take off. I watch them from a far and soon i will join them. I will never find it in myself...
Too much to decide when you are hung over. Here is to the one that left me for nobody but lonelness. I can't stand to think about that when I feel nothing for her. I feel nothing. God, when is the right time for me? When will I ever be happy. Happy. That is afunny word. I cant remember the last time I was happy. Running thought the fields of tired grass. Tired myself I run no more. There is a lost man in the field. He tells me he seeks refuge from the sorows of his once great life. I ask him why ws his life great? His strong reply made me dumbfounded... He said that he found his love and then he left her. That was the end of that and I continued to run past him in fear that I will be trapped just like him. I ran into another person, and younger lady, maybe 20 years old. She said nothing to me and I walked past in disgust of the oder emiting from here area. I run to see more. I run past a store that looks like its from another era. I look in side and see a old rocking chair. Nobody sitting. well, thats the last thing I remember. As if i awoke to see nothing but my own reflection. Here is to the people that cant recall thier past, and here from now on I see. Just wanting is not enough, gathering the clues can only calm the creatures that call your name. I was reckless, I was the only one calling her name. She cant hear me, she doesnt want to hear me. I just want her to see me, see me cry no more, see me living the life i have. I am bound by nothing more then the landscape that has been embeded in my mind. I chase dreams that are on my mind, chasing but never capturing. I am a captive of my own prison. I see no bars but they are there. They call my name and laugh at me everyday. ha, I say without thinking. ha they retort back to me. feel this, its a cut I made last week, not on purpose you fucking moron. I hate that, when all else is nothing but a fly soon to take off. I watch them from a far and soon i will join them. I will never find it in myself...
# posted by John smith @ 1:03 PM 
